backk agn...

hiie!!! i'm backk!!!

longg tym nvr blogg le... its more den 2 mths... siianx of bloggin... summoree... my fuckin com cocked-up!!! damn freakin pissed... hmm... lemme see... wad can i blogg ferr tdae... hmm... i wanna wish ol my chi frens a happie andd prosperous lunar new year!!!stay healthy owaez!!! erm... nth to sae le... gtg... bubbye...

slackk

tdae... ggo dwn andd slack wif fangg xiin... aka... my 'les partner'... stoopid fangg xiin... don dare ggo hm by herself... den asked gguo xiiangg to peiix her hm... den... wen gguo xiiangg reached dre... we slackk summoree... feel lyk takin sum 'fresh air'... den de stoopid gguo xiiangg keep tellin mie de disadvantages of smokin... haha... darnn duu lann lohx... haha... bt...he actualliex... quite fun to bbe wif lahx... **hint**[ferr fangg xiin niahx]

haiix... lazie to ryt... tmr ryt moree... bubbye...

F*CKED UP BLOGG!!!

arrghx!!! i'm soo bloodiex f*cked up wif tiz fcukin blogg of my... cant do nicee nicee skins... haiix... regret changin it to blogger betta!!! arrghx!!! WTF!!! i hatee it man!!!

agnes monica music video!!!

andd... tiz songg too!!! TAK ADA LOGIKA!!! i lyk de rhythm... nt badd... ((: watch it!!! ((:




TAK ADA LOGIKA !!!

irwansyah music video!!!

i luv MY HEARTT too!!!nicee songg... meaninful... watch it too!!! ((:



MY HEARTT!!!

pussycat dolls music video!!!

i juz luv BUTTONS !!! hmm... muz watch tiz music video kkaez??? ((:




BUTTONS !!!

les dae out!!! ((:

tdae had fun wif my lessy partners agn... haha... we met at 6am in de morn... haha... ol wan ggo run at de joggin track dre... haha... fangg xiin aka pussy paii arrived 1st... follow by mie... haha... we wait ferr lii huii aka pussy chaoo ferr a while... haha... hmm... den aftr our mornin jogg... we realliex gt verie verie hungrie... and we decided to ggo andd eat our breakfast... haha... soo much of burnin dwn fats... haha...

arnd 8+ liddat... durin our breakfast... we met pussy paii ((: de mother andd sis... haha... fanggxiin aka pussy paii keep askin us to eat faster as she doesn wan to see dem... haha... badd gal horhx??? haha... hmm... den... on our wae back to 918... liihuii aka pussy chaoo ((: gonee crazie... haha... den gt tiz 'shuaii' uncle leep lookiin at her... we ol jk jk saein tat de uncle wans her no... andd she sae... pls lahx... my taste is nt tat badd kkaez??? haha... damn funniex lohx...

hmm... wen we reach 918 bbc... dre's no 1 at dre... soo... we start to plae shoot shoot wif an imaginary bball... haha... we've gt gud imagination horhx??? haha... lol... den... i tink i was playin wif fanggxiin... as in... pushin each othr lahx... wen i gt molested... haha... weiix... i mean molested by tat stoopid fanggxiin lahx... don tink too much horhx??? biian daii!!! haha... ((: den she kept laughin lahx... tat idiot horniiex n*ne lessy pussy... haha... nicee name worhx??? i name her wan lehx... haha...

we ggo 918 de void dre and slackk ferr a whilee... hmm... nt realliex awhile lahx... arnd 3hrs liddat... den gt police car past by... dey stopped arnd dre... andd check on us... haha... i tink de residents dre complained tat we're makin a whole lot of noise!!! coz... we did lotza craziie stuffs... haha... we sangg[nt realliex sangg u see... hmmm shoutin mebbe???] ((: andd we danced andd plae a so kol 'musical chairs'... verie scariex lohx... coz we had to stand at de chairs andd ggo to othr chairs a.s.a.p!!! haha... aren't we soooo childish... ((:

fuN!!! fUN!!! FUN!!! yeahx!!!

mixed up feelins...

051206...

realliex had a great great GREAT fun wif fangg xiin andd lii huii... haha... tdae... it rained heavily... andd guess wad???!!! we plae in de rain!!! yeahx!!! realliex havin great fun tdae!!! haha... we run frm de plaegrnd to de bbc den to de plaefrnd agn... haha... shiiok siiahx!!! haha... as usual... mie... de so kol immatured person plae de slide wif full of rain water!!! andd... SPLASH!!! my whole pants wet... haha... den after we stopped plaein... lii huii... fangg xiin... mie... ggo 917 dre and dry ourselves... haha... had fun comparin... haha... den we 3 'les' partners... help each othr to dry by twistin andd 'wrinchin' our clothes... i repeat... de clothes onlie... nt our pants... haha... lol... we're drenched frm top to bottom... andd soo is our bodies... haha... can juz imaginee hw wet we r rite??? haha...

andd nw... de fun part stopped...

we were tokin abt relationships... den dunno hu worhx... sae sumtin till i nearlie cry... haiix... i noe he's no moree in tiz world lahx... bt dunno y i still feel verie guilty siahx... haiix... i noe both of y'all mean gud... bt i juz cant accept tat he's gonee... haiix... anywaez... thks gals... u 2 realliex rox my lyf... i luv u 2!!! i mean it!!!

haha... andd... de fun part continued agn!!! haha... lol...

we were on our wae to houggang ave 8... peiix lii huii to buy herr poppa's meal... we were at de police post dre wen fangg xiin started to ggo crazie... haha... she held our hands[lii huii andd mie] and start to act lyk les liddat... haha... verie de... EEW!!! haha... den lii huii sae... siiao arrhx??? haha... sumtin liddat... haha... realliex verie funnie lohx... haha... luckie gt no ppl... xpc... guys saw us... haha... lol... bt still verie fun lohx... haha... fangg xiin!!! my lessy partner!!! i luv u dear!!! muackzzz!!! ((:

aftr buyin food ferr lii huii's poppa... we went back... fangg xiin peiix lii huii ggo sent de takeout hm... while i went upstrs[my hse lahx]... haha... den... we met andd lii huii's void deck dre... i gt hungrie... den asked any1 of dem wanna ggo eat peiix peiix miianx anot... haha... andd each annd everi1 of us agree... haha... den we ggo minimart dre andd bought chilli crab... our fav flavour... haha... lol... den we straight awae ggo 917 as 918 voids r occupied... i'm quite pissed of wif de chopstix siiahx... 1 of de pair gt broken... thus... i haf to eat wif 1 short andd 1 longg chopstix... poor mie horhx??? haha...

hmm... arnd 7+ liddat... we start to get restless... den... i listened to songgs... lii huii wanna bluetooth songgs... den she gt nt enough memory... she wanna delete de video tat her ex so specialiex ferr her... wow!!! soo swiit lohx!!! fangg xiin andd mie watched de video andd ggo siiao... we see de video andd kept sayin "wahx... soo swiit!!!" shout hre... shout dre... haha...

suddenliie... ms aw fangg xiin... aka... my les partner ((: standd on de chair andd gt 'high'... haha... she was showin mie de letters tat we saw in de video... haha... she bbe de 'laoo ggong' andd i'm de 'laoo poo' haha... den dunno wad... gt sum guys look at us... haha... thks to fangg xiin lohx... act sooo crazie... haha... jkjk... fangg xiin realised it andd stopped... aftr tat...she started agn... haiix... realliex crazie lohx tdae... haha...

a greatest dedication to fangg xiin andd lii huii :
thks gals!!! u 2 realliex made my dae tdae!!! haha... luv u 2!!! sistaz 4evr!!! muackzzz!!! ((:

{our fav colours: pinkk-fanggxiin blue-liihuii black-mie!!!}

introspection ((:

It's funny how life is sometimes. When it starts to fall apart, everything comes unravelling. But when things start to come around, everything comes together... only to fall apart again. Well, maybe it's just me. Now its like no matter how hard I try, my mind just tells me I'll fail if I take a step forward.
I'm finally ready for the big commitments in life. Things are unfolding beyond my wildest dreams yet I'm almost complacent. Maybe it's like an initial shock to all the good fortune that I'm not used to.

the red mist of ambivalence is descending...

I think there is something about fighting that brings out a person's true self. It doesn't matter what you say or how you act. In the ring all the layers are peeled away and what's left is who you really are.-Josh Barnett [quote ferr de dae] ((:

I tink tat's y I luv it soo much... No pretentious is hre... U either run or u find out wad u're made of... ((:

hmm... i'm wonderin... y de hell i wrote tiz siahx... haha... hmmm...

mie... bytch??? wadeva...

i juz realliex hatee de word BYTCH!!! i juz don understandd y...

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bytch.

When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bytch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bytch.

Being a bytch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.

It means I live my life MY way.

It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bytch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.

I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of
patience I hold within me.

You won't succeed.And if that makes me a bytch, so be it.


coz...


I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.


so any1 out dre hu hatee mie ferr ol de tings tat i nvr evr do... juz FUCK OFF!!! i'm nt gng to bbe a fool andd accept ol de fuckin andd de humiliatin tings tat u ol sae!!! pls... stopped ol tiz nonsence!!! i've had ENOUGH!!! andd I REALLIEX MEAN IT!!!